::wItH hIm fOr eTeRniTy::

A new life

2007-11-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

I've moved!

www.pot-of-gunk@blogspot.com

2007-01-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

THIS BLOG IS OFFICIALLY ROTTING!

This will probably be the last post for a long long time.

Catch me out of the cyber world!

Jo

2006-12-16T00:28:00.000+08:00

Well, the dvd came. Just to let u guys noe that it's legit and working.

had a muscle breaking 3D2N. but it was Absolutely worth it and Amazing.

Live it up people!

Jo

2006-12-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

Totally natural and off the camera. Not too bad a pic eh?

2006-12-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

All rights! Here's me blogging!

It's been SOOOOOOOOOOO long that my com doesn't even remember my password anymore. And i was so close to forgetting too. Great.

Life has been good. Busy Busy Busy but fulfilling. =) C.A.N.'.T(spelling it out) can't wait for the new year to arrive. It's going to be AMMMAAAZZZZIIINNNGGGG! All the more am i going to end off this year with a B.A.N.G bang! 3 weeks and counting ppl!!!!

Oh...

and looming behind me is that revision which i've planned to do.

All rights. Guess we can always find time for some E.D.U.C.A.T.I.O.N education. =)

Ignore e spelling wave. I'm waiting for my akeelah e spelling bee DVD to arrive in my mail.

Just in case u haven't heard, you can now rent DVDs through email and get it literally in your mail!

Lets just do sme free advert. The name's hollywoodclicks. Just go on to www.hollywoodclicks.com and click on e free trail sign up. The trial's 21 days.

Just got started. Doubt that it's a gimmick. Pretty real. Will let u guys noe IF and WHEN e dvd arrives.

technology. what can u do with and without it.

technology's just like men isn't it? No wonder they're so fated for each other.

cheers to 2006

Jo =)

s27

2006-11-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

2006-10-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

Realised that my blog's totally depressing.

Took the song out so say bye melancholy and hi happiness.

Caught Click, Omen and stay alive on Dvd.

Click's "TWO THUMBS UP!"

Omen's freaky. but it makes sense. not too bad as well.

Stay Alive's ,"eyeball pops out", just unsuitable for the faint hearted i should say.

2006-10-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

Photo of the Day. Chills??

2006-10-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

" Enjoy the process of soul searching, because you may not like what you find"

-jodie

Don't worry. I'm not turning passive. Just a random thought that went through my mind.

As much as i would love people to feel happiness and joy when they visit my blog, a greater part of me wishes that people will stop trying to live behind the lie and facade of being happy 24/7, because things don't work out this way. If you're always happy, it is no longer that precious isn't it? furthermore, it doesn't work tt way. There is a process.

If i could make a wish, it would be that everyone will be able to experience every single one of the many emotions that God gave to us and not be ashamed or try to hide it.

It's ok to be sad, it's ok to feel melancholic at times. Apart from joy.. peace, fulfillment, self satisfaction are just a few of the many examples of goodness that one can have.

Isn't it wonderful then?

to live in a world of many colours.

2006-10-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

Re-watched one of the most beautiful movie ever. The love tragedy of Romeo and Juliet. It's the 3rd time i'm watching it but each time i'll still be blown away by the beauty of the show. It's wonderful. Thanks prissy for loanin me the video. =)

Girls will be girls. Though i've read the book, studied the work and watched the movie, I still can't get over the fact that they had to die and not live happily ever after. Absolutely detest sad endings but i guess it's the tragedy that made it famous.

And that's just life and fiction. Many times you'll never get what u want. Watching the movie three times ain't gonna change the ending. People go searching all around for "Closure" when honestly, everybody's just trying to fill the emptiness that they have inside.

In any case, even in a tragedy, you can find your own comfort and happiness. Mine is in that life is beautiful in every way, it just takes some searching and roundabouts to see it. Look beyond, smile and live on.

There'll definitely be a 4th time for this movie.

Masterpieces are everlasting.

Here's a dedication to Des'ree. My all time fav song writer and singer. She's wonderful.

Des'ree- "Kissing You" : Theme song from Romeo + Juliet

Pride can stand a thousand trials
The strong will never fall
But watching stars without you my soul cried
Heaving heart is full of pain
Oh, oh, the aching
Cause, I'm kissing you oh I'm kissing you oh
Touch me deep, pure and true gift to me forever
Cause, I'm kissing you
Oh, I'm kissing you, oh
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause, I'm kissing you I'm kissing you, oh

"Happiness is looking beyond the imperfections and finding acceptance"

-Jodie

2006-10-10T21:44:00.000+08:00

all rights! caught world trade centre.

World Trade Centre starring Nicholas Cage as John Mcloughlin.

Show's touching, pretty emotive as well. However, effects are pretty minimal with little impact. As a whole, the movie's pretty disappointing in terms of meeting its promotive expectations.

Rating: 3 kisses

In any case, if u do have a fettish for movies related to 9/11. do watch United 93.
highly highly recommended. This show reveals the story behind the 4th unsuccesful attack on the US. Extremely well done movie suited for the emotional, adventourous, sensitive, spiritual and action pact spirit.

4.5 kisses for United 93.

Do look out in stores for it!

2006-10-10T02:38:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys!

Like the skin? Like the skin?

Ok. Know that this' super slow but i just caught the da chang jin craze. hoho. hoho. on episode 55 already. 15 more to go!

Time is: 2.34 am. (Tue)

2006-10-05T01:31:00.000+08:00

wasted blog. exam's over. wheee.

walking around in circles. look see see look. oh. a whole new world.

totally random.

ignore me.

its 2 in e morning.

2006-09-06T03:13:00.000+08:00

This's bad. I'm seriously having insomia problems and i don't understand why. never had it before. And it's totaly messing up my body clock and i don't have the concentration to do anything during the day. Needless to say study. oh goodness.

I'm getting really edgy, frustrated and i can't sleep! This feel like crap. Totally unaccomplished and sleep deprived. Know I'm repeating myself. Can't help it. Now i'm even more irritated.

It's weird looking at the world at 3am. wonder how it'll look at 4am. wonder how it'll look at 5am. wonder how it'll look at 6am. Ans: IT'LL STUPIDLY LOOK THE SAME CAUSE EVERYONE'S ASLEEP AND I SHOULD BE TOO INSTEAD OF TYPING THIS ABSOLUTELY POINTLESS ENTRY! urgh! I'm irritated.

The person who invented sheep counting was really not using much of his intelligence. I counted until the sheep went home and i couldn't count anymore. And guess what? Betty Bo Beep Me is still AWAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh. irritated.

"irritated" counts: 4

ok. feel much better. i'm at peace now. thankfully there's no sch this week. if not i wonder what i'll turn into. promos in a month. promos in a month.

Never appreciated sleep and guilt free holidays as much as I did today.

*cheers to heavier eyebags*

Jo

2006-09-01T00:13:00.000+08:00

Alrights. The hols are finally here. though its gonna be like 90% busted w mugging. I guess we can still always have tt teeny weeny bit of fun somewhere.

the whole yoga display was pretty crap. just really wanted it over and done with. the rest of the day was pretty fun. met up w old frens. spent the day walking ard town and i caught devil wears prada!

it really is a great movie if u read more into it. beneath the whole materialistic and shallow facade, the whole movie is actually really insightful and it sets u thinkin about life and about how much we value the things around us. and i guess that there really is a price for everything. for eg. if u sow into friendship, u'll reap frienship and when u sow into ur studies u'll get good results. simple logic isn't it? but some ppl just don't get it. and it makes things worse when they get into an absolute melo-drama about their sad life and wateva they have to whine about, when in actual fact, they have never sowed anything into what they wanted to achieve. so, u really can't blame anyone for whatever pathetic circumstances u're in and u just have your own lazy self to blame. pretty true isn't it?

So guys, do catch the movie if u can. had an 18hr day and i'm totally whacked right now. desperately need some rest. so here are some of the nicer pics from the day. so enjoy and nites peeps.

The people who bothered

Besties always

He's just shy. So not!

2006-08-21T21:33:00.000+08:00

Corrine May- Same side of the moon

I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray
I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I picture you across the ocean
In your corner of the world I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change
It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all the tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

2006-08-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick and tired of this blogskin already. moved on to a new phase of life and this skin's like totally kiddish but so dun hv the time or energy to change it. guess i'll just leave it for the time being. R.E.S.P.E.C.T is so over but who cares. noe i sound and totally am nonchalant right now but changing an irritating skin is way down piority list.

2006-08-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

was really contemplating upon the reason why ppl take the trouble to have blogs.

I guess blogs are just ways of self-expression. To some its recognition, others fame or just pure attention.

For me, i guess bloggin just's something for me to organise my thoughts and its more like a me talking to me thing so that i can look back and just really see who i really am as a person through the events that happened in my life. Tts why i'm cool if there's like little tags or comments or wateva cauz this blog's really more of a know myself thing.

Benefits of blogging:
1. Self actualization
2. Get updated with happenings in old frens lives
3. Great cure for insomia.
4. Cost Free
5. Bucks up ur liguistic skill.
6. Absolutely no pressure to blog DAILY. its a feel thing for me.
7. I'm out of ideas.

Ppl may ask why not just get a diary if u don't care abt publicity? u're still writing in 3rd person and there's still SELF-ACTUALIZATION wad.

Why?

1. Its Cost FREE.
2. It doesn't run out of pages.
3. U don't lose it.
4. It doesn't grow mouldy.
5. It's nice to make a statement sometime.

"Everybody cares about what everybody thinks when everybody just care about themselves. So stop being so self-conscious. Its just you! nobody's looking. They'll look if u look!"

- Jo

The truth in everybody

2006-08-09T02:42:00.000+08:00

Everybody wants to live an interesting life
How True
Everybody has a life
Not Very True
Everybody wants to be first
Pretty True
Everybody cannot be first
Absolutely True
Everybody care
That's True
Everybody cares
So not True

This is the truth in everybody.
- Jodie

2006-08-03T00:50:00.000+08:00

Haven't really been blogging due to the all hated common tests! But Thank God its over! celebrated by spending the day at pris's condo. ultra fun. swam. watched a stupid movie. played pool. pigged out.

Welcome to the suite life of the Queens.
Below: The 3 almightys in one of the coolest lifts ever.

2006-08-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

"Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart."

- The Veronicas

2006-07-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

I've cut my hair!

Woo hoo. (Waves flag in an uninterested manner)

Hoho. Guess the hair's a total shocker from the reactions that i get from my frens at school but hey, i like it.Absolutely new style. Its not that short and its time to learn how to put off the old for the new rit?

Heres the hair.. (Please ignore the spastic pictures of which i find are extremely ugly. Its just there to irritate those ppl who were practically mourning over my old hair.still, thanks though. I believe erm "it" would have appreciated it.

It's this short!

Gotcha!

Is this all that's left?

Ahhhh! (So bimbo)

Haha. I'm good.

This is probably one of the only few rare occasions where i'll put up so many pictures of myself. its absolutely narcissitic but who cares. Anyways, i have to make a statement. Ronan Keating is a dream lover. Save your criticisms. DON'T WANNA HEAR IT! haha. know i'm being a girl. i am anyway but i'm just in love with his songs. it melts the iron heart. and oh, the accent!

In any case, i was thinking of cutting my hair until its like that of the first picture. kinda nice and i do quite like it. What do u think? People will probably think i'm insane but thats a reason why i may just do it. *grins sheepishly*

hmmms. but once short its gonna be really hard to grow back my long hair. and most ppl just stick with short for their whole life and i dun wanna fall into those sick cycles where your hair just gets shorter and shorter and shorter and shorter and shorter and shorter.... you get the point. oh craps. suggestions?

Stay afloat ppl!

Luv
Jo

2006-06-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

"I feel like a fool stranded on a deserted island.
I feel like a fool.
I feel like a fool dancing in the sorry rain.
I feel like a fool.
I feel like a fool swimming in an endless sea.
I feel like a fool.
Actually, I feel like a fool only because you're watching me."

"Life is a mockery topped with a pinch of insanity."

- Jodie

2006-06-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

was watching s'pore idol ydae and i can't help but to be absolutely put off by the insolence from some of the contestants. its a absolute reflection of the youths where many of these 17 and 18 year olds can't even carry themselves properly on national TV. Its sad to see just hw full ppl can be of themselves that they absolutely must always win and not accept a comment graciously! oh wells, thats the sad thing of modernity. Fame is not always a good thing. Live with it, change is good. u're NEVER so good that you don't have room for improvement.

On the other hand, i was totally impressed by the girl named Emilee. Find that she really carried herself well and stood out. A good voice, hot and obviously much more mature than the others. Hope she gets in. It'll definitely make the world rounder to know that justice prevails.

And just to say, these are all my personal comments. so you guys who disagrees, chill. =)

2006-06-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

Nothing beats spending time with ur close friends. Realised that i never dedicated anything to my gal. So here goes..

Mich, of whom i prefer to call her by her surname Fong(dun ask me why. I genuinely don't know), is my bestie of all time. (Sounds so kindergarden but who cares.)

Aniwaes, We've been through it all. Terrorising Os, guy trouble, mushy and the gushy, faith, sickness,family etc. Name it, we have it. And we're even living the agonising pre-U life in the same JC now. Regardless of all, the world goes round with a friend like her.

In one line, I'm as much her right hand as she is mine.

And this entry clings the champagne to a wonderful lifetime of friendship.

Here's some pics from our countless shopping trips..

A life of bliss is a moment of fleas.

Wohoho. Love bad poetry. Especially if it comes from me. Hoho.

And oh yes,

Happy Birthday Melia you sick woman! Now u owe me 50 bucks. Advertisment on my blog dun come cheap. Enjoy ur birthday woman.

An entry from a erratical, illogical and absolutely nonsesical Jodie on the 13th of June 2006, a Sickeningly Sunny day. Should have chosen another day to stay home.

Oh wells, what's life without choices.

Love

2006-06-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

Great stuff have been happening recently and it's totally making the hols so worth it. First up.

Emerge! Had a ball of a time and heres some pics that captured the moments..

I have the cutest CG of all time and i know these entries are coming in super slowly but like what the saying says.. Better late than never!

Tudos Guys.

Love

2006-05-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

Haven't really been blogging. Gonna use the hols to make up for lost time. So stay tune! = )

- Jodie

2006-05-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

Here are some of the weird stuff that happens around my neighbourhood..

1. This's Dedicated to Wei Long. The man's latest notice- Yes. He updates it.)

2. The men chases and the woman snubs.

Even in a cat's world.

- Jodie

2006-05-29T21:28:00.000+08:00

This entry is dedicated to the wonderful people from commonwealth.

Went back with Fong to collect my cert. Can't help but to take a few kodaks of the place. (Won't really have much of a chance to do so once its gone.)

In reminisce of the good old days....

I cross my heart, i was seriously so overwhelmed that i could have kissed the floor when i was there.

"It's the time gained that make the difference and the time gone that cause the tears." Luv ya guys.

- Jodie

2006-05-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

Me and my latest friend/newly adopted daughter Ah ting!!

look closely, we genuinely look kinda alike. hoho. =)

- Jodie

2006-05-12T00:32:00.000+08:00

April Babies: Jess, Clara, Me

2006-05-12T00:20:00.000+08:00

"Bizarre Love Triangle" - Frente

Every time i think of you

I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue

It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find

Living a life that I can't leave behind

There's no sense in telling me

The wisdom of a fool won't set you free

But that's the way that it goes

And it's what nobody knows

While every day my confusion grows

Every time I see you falling

I get down on my knees and pray

I'm waiting for that final moment

You'll say the words that I can't say

I feel fine and I feel good

I'm feeling like I never should

Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say

Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday

I'm not sure what this could mean

I don't think you're what you seem

I do admit to myself

That if I hurt someone else

Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you fallingI get down on my knees and pray

I'm waiting for that final moment

You'll say the words that I can't say

2006-05-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

its been a absolutely long time since i last blog.. guess i had a case of miss busy/lazy. hoho. apr's been a time of fun while may's just work. what a coincidence with labour day ya? sch's getting better though e work's piling up. will be posting up some pics taken durin apr. mostly that frm bdae celebrations. hope u guys like it. enjoy. :)

til we meet again

with love

jo

2006-04-09T19:14:00.000+08:00

freak. i broke my chem goggles for like the second time! oh ya, and i broke karen'd guit string too... really sorry. wad's up with me?!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!!!!

2006-04-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

Shout Out: 24 hrs a day is too little!!!!

i'm like cramming everyday. making time for this... making time for that. the only time i'm not thinking is when i'm sleeping. (actually my brain's still working), u get what i mean.

hold on!!!! time for a breather! in... out.. in... out... oki. much better.

did you know that a neuter is someone who have both masculine and feminie characterisics??

love

a brain squashed jo

"everday is insanity when u try to find sanity."

-jodie

2006-04-04T20:11:00.000+08:00

ch 5's really getting better. with desperate housewives and oprah. i gotta agree with pris that tv's back to entertaiment again. and guess what?! Bon jovi was the guest star on Oprah today.! can't tell you hw much i love them. Lets just say Rock Stars/ Great Music=Bon Jovi.

Have a Nice Day!

haha. if u know their music. u'll get what i mean.

(work's piling up so i really got to start working hard. SERIOUS studying awaits.)

catch you peeps soon

jo = )

2006-04-01T23:25:00.000+08:00

its over! its over! hallelujah its over!!!!! what a time of jubilee!!!! : )

2006-03-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

ceiling or floor... you decide.

2006-03-30T19:48:00.000+08:00

she's the longest friend i had. sweetness : )

2006-03-30T18:18:00.000+08:00

silence is golden. words can't express alot. keeping to myself can easily be misunderstood as being proud and i understand that now. i can't deny that i'm not hurt but i won't let it get to me because i know i was just being myself. acquaintences i have alot but true friends i have little.

unless somebody takes the initiative i'll rarely say hi first because i dun think its always necessary. i'll rather have long meaningful conversations then just two words that means nothing. not everybody is comfortable with saying hi bye and i'll just simply leave it as that.

how tragic it is for such a simple gesture of politeness to be now deemed more important than the actual attitude of appreciation from the heart.

ppl do not see the smile because they are blinded by the need to hear. and that's just human nature. same old human nature.

even still i'm always thankful for the ppl who truly care and understands.

this is probably one of my saddest entry because i thought they knew me better than to just judge me on a gesture that hasn't been made. that's just how life is but at least now u know just hw strong such friendship is.

here are some of my favourite passages from the bible...

Love is patient and kind;
love does not envy or boast;
it is not arrogant or rude.

It does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth.

Love bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.

Love never ends.
As for prophecies, they will pass away;
as for tongues, they will cease;
as for knowledge, it will pass away.

For we know in part and we prophesy in part,
but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away.
When I was a child, I spoke like a child,
I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child.

When I became a man, I gave up childish ways.
For now we see in a mirror dimly,
but then face to face.

Now I know in part;
then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.
So now faith, hope, and love abide,
these three; but the greatest of these is love.

- 1 cor 13:4-13

2006-03-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

2006-03-26T18:42:00.000+08:00

no i am not better!!!! the skin is peelin and it's on one side of my shoulder only! how is it possible that i start peeling only after more than one week!n i'm going to turn into a double-coloured freak!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

sick. i was contemplating if i should put up a picture of my peeling shoulder before i decided that it was too gross and public discretion was to be advised. for the benefit of the young and to safely follow singapore's liking for censorship.... i will kindly not put up that disgusting photo.

note to self: stop scratching your face to prevent your face skin from peeling as well.

i'm a double coloured freak that talks to myself.

2006-03-22T17:51:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys! here are some pics of me and my ever loving cg... w146!

The sisters of w146

Spastic me and sweet angel

jo, angel and edwin

We are monsters. (spastic ones at least)

me and dear karen (the master behind these photos)

Hoped you guys liked the photos.. because i really do. I really love hanging around with the cg. they are such a wonderful and inspirational bunch. yes we are spastic at times but i really do feel so much love with them. *sob sob*. :)

As you can see from the pictures, i was badly sun burnt. compliments of the sentosa trip and tanning oil. oops! thank God i'm much better now. or so i think i am.

Had cca today. signed up for the slackiest cca i can find. yoga, interact and entrepeneur???. i'll probli stick with yoga but i just signed up for the rest, just in case.

Came to the conclusion that it is really pointless commiting too much to cca in jc. that's why i slashed the idea of joining a sport cca. will probably have to take more effort to keep fit myself but hey, its worth it if i can spend more time on my studies and church.

As the first 3 days of jc has past, i am really glad and grateful that i came to jc. this really is the life. made great friends and have the most flexi time-table ever. my class is pretty studious too so i guess it's truly been and going to be a great year!

signing off with love..

2006-03-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

freak. got chocolate milkshake spilled all over me. what a way to start the "first" day of school/lessons.

2006-03-17T20:46:00.000+08:00

had such a great time at sentosa 2dae. practically roamed the whole island so i'm really tired but props to kim and fajin for plannin such a fun day. must say that the highlight was winning that 40 bucks and then spending it lavishingly on Ben & Jerrys.

Recommendation for the day: Chunky Monkey from Ben & Jerrys. (Thumbs up!) = )

oh ya....

I got a new hp! Woo Hoo! my previous hp was only 1 month old but dad decided to get me an early bdae present so... Whu can turn down the offer la??

was really contemplating between a v3 and the sony ericsson phone den i settled for a k700i. know its an old model and all but hey, its a great phone la! really wanted it badly last time so decided to get it. forgonw the v3 as the reviews on the phone wasn't too good? heard that the memory space super limited.

Choosing a handphone is just like choosing a partner. there are so many choices but all you need is just that suitable one. ain't that true?

many go for beauty and prestige but really, isn't it the inward character that counts. and hey, after taking a second look, a k700i is nice looking too. it may not be the newest or the best but what's more important is that it's suitable and its what u want.

that's y i'm like so nonchalant and "uninterested" about r/lnships and stuff. its not that i'm stuck up or pretending to be holy/righteous or anything. its just that y rush into something u dun need? such things take time and Godly appointments.

yes it's true that attractions lie everywhere but what i'm lookin for is not just something to satisfy my temporial desire just like a v3. instead, all i'm doing is just waiting for that mr. right and suitable. and that person will just be like my k700i. just one is all i need. what's important is that it is best in my eyes, and i will be satisfied and sweetly contented. = )

p.s dun mind the whole literary writing for 2dae. i'm just in the mood. haha.

2006-03-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

Revealing the Lian in me...

The Ugly Nature in me has just been contrasted by sweet natured Mahi.

Hair's crap in the picture but hey.. sweet memories of friendship over rules messy hair. : )

- Wonderful memory from jj orientation camp 06.

2006-03-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

Twins and Me + the biggest Nemo in the World. : )

2006-03-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

The Newest Addition To The Family.. Zhen Long!

A Even Cuter Picture Of The Boy...

2006-03-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

just came home and i'm tired. really should be sleeping but heck man. its the holidays. i can wake up as late as i want to. totally should be working on chem but procrastination is getting the best of me. i should really slap myself in the face and start getting my life back on track.

human nature is just so infuriating but still fascinating at the same time. sometimes u thought u've seen it all and that u've been there and then... some new species appear. and that's why life is never boring. u just got to taste it for yourself.

i'm seriously overspending man. wad's with all the march babies la. they're totally sucking me dry. freak la. but i'm still guilty of lavishingly pampering myself today.

purchases of the day: presents, top, watch

i really have to dedicate today's entry to my fav. orange arabic slippers which finally gave way after serving me faithfully, through the sunshine and the rain, for the past 6 months. i had this feeling that today would be our last day 2gether but oh wells, i just have to move on. nothing is forever. therefore...

item on shopping list: new fav. slipper. : )

phrase of the day: treat life with a pinch of salt

aideyoos...

jo

2006-03-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

freeak la. just came home and i have to go off again. visiting my m'sia ah ma and e new baby there. think i shld get her a present of smething.

freak la.i'm not even spending quality time with my com. la. totally think he's going to ditch me and kick me out of cyber world. its stupid unpacking and packing again. but at least...

camp was fun. had a greaty(if there's such a word?) great time. its mainly because of the ppl and stuff. there was tons of jingoism(take that mr casey,i got something out of ur lesson. so thnks if u're reading this) but i can live with that. at least the sch's truly bonded and there's a spirit there(its not how it sounds)i mean sch spirit. u can't describe spirit but it made me feel at home. so i guess that's good.

freak la.just remebered that i forgot to buy my chem notes. thank God for photocopying machines.

freak counter: 3 out of 4

2006-03-07T19:48:00.000+08:00

let me just kick of today's entry with a totally bimbotic cheer(with compliments to dear jan of whom i totally miss alot. :( )

Cheer:

Oh my God
I think I need a manicure

The Sun
I swear
Is bleaching up my gorgeous hair

16! 24!
I don't even know the score
Gee I hope I look alright.

bimbo rating on a scale of 1-10 is at least a 9 man. haha.

still really miss my SA buds but jj's totally fun too. true. the culture's different but I guess I can get used to it. have to make some adjustments though. as time goes by, I found myself becoming more and more quiet. sometimes I really do find solance in silence. it makes me feel good somehow. cauz its pretty much true that empty vessels make the most noise. I don't really get it why ppl find a need to socialise 24/7. Its almost as if they can never spend some alone time. queer but true. and that's just insecurity working at its best. but i guess there's always gotta be a balance. nevertheloess, friends are still impt, at least true friends are. as much as I detest noise and loudness, all these whole "cheery" routines of orientation are probably the reasons that got me hyped enough to start off this entry anyway. guess its kinda good somehow.

feeling absolutely mystified right now. just lookin forward to winding down during camp before I come face to face with freakin reality.

jo

2006-03-01T16:30:00.000+08:00

i can feel the freakin flu bug coming down on me. life is so darn darn unpredictable. and i mean really unpredictable.

2006-02-24T11:38:00.000+08:00

in school now. problis half the class's bloggin now. as its be nice to bobby day. i'll write his name down. bobby's special. other than the half who are bloggin now, he's juz so special cauz he rather spends his time searching for hilary duff's music. as much as he disagrees. he is. ok. so that's that.

watched final destination ydae. pretty sick flick. kinda agree that its not worth 8 bucks. but oh wateva. its still entertaiment and entertaiment's not cheap.

totally succumbing to peer pressure everyday. our class's pretty cool in a bad. bad still cauz we probably only unite in defiance. Life's fun but too much fun probably kills the cat. or the rat for my case. ok. bad case of language.

note to everybody: do not search for A1 on the net.

p.s: and u'll probably go search for it now. lets all marvel at the power of reverse psychology.

what a beautiful world. btw, a1's a anglo-norwegian boyband. fun fact with compliments from the always irritating bobby. Thank God for sick frends.

with love

jo

2006-02-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

got 12. which i guess is okay. not too bad not too good. just glad that i survived the Os. i'm bout 80% sure that i'll go pj. throughout the year i've made alot of chocies. some good some bad. just hope that this will be good. whu's yes and whu's no for pj?

2006-02-06T18:56:00.000+08:00

calling all ppl with relatives or friends ,pri and sec sch, of whom are looking for tutors. payment is negotiable. 8/hr a month. please contact me for more details. thank you.

2006-02-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

damn. know that about a million are bloggin about this now but i just can't help but do the same. arh!!! results are coming out next week. *bites off my nails*. its just weird living in uncertainty. though i can't wait to get out of this current state of confusion, the fear is still there. there are so many reasons why i should continue to stay in SA and tons of other reasons why i should not too. wad a dilemna.

2006-01-21T11:16:00.000+08:00

oh my! praise the Lord! my dad's goin to fetch me to school from monday onwards! guess there's always hope after all. *smiles* = )

2006-01-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

Dish of the DAy: Breakaway - kelly clarkson

i must say that kelly clarkson's probably the most succesful american idol ever. not surprising i guess. the first is usually the underdog rit? had bs with sue at coffee bean 2dae. it was very fruitful. helped me to truly understand the reason why we do all the stuff that we do in church. its really useful to gain understanding. "in all your getting, get understanding" - proverbs

its really a total misconception when ppl say that the bible is boring. (due to old english and all, which is not true actually) there's so much to explore and understand. its like revelations after revelations really give people a sense of security. thank God for the word man.

school's great but i'm really startin to have doubts that i'll continue to stay in SA after e 1st 3 months... travellin there is okay. (surprisingly) the bummer part is actually going home. judging that school ends late and all. oh gosh. can't wait for the results to come out just so that i can get myself out of this misery.

its really ironic how the human emotions work. its like really so contradicting just how u can really long for something to happen but at the same time a part of you just wish that somehow time can just stay where it is at that perfect moment. really can't bear to part with the peeps at SA. hey guys, if i really have to leave you all and we split, you all totally have to remember me ya?

with lots of love

jodie

awww.. tears are totally welling up. (okay, dramatic moment.) i swear that i'll definitely take a picture with every single person before i leave. (that's if i do)

friendship is such a weird thing. sometimes it seems as though everybody is your best friend. at other times u can't even find a single soul. had a "fight" or "misunderstanding" with one of the best ppl in my life.. just feel really sad about everything and all. just one moment all is well and the next moment. there it goes. 4 years of friendship thrown over one sentence. oh gosh. is friendship really that vulnerable?

that's why i'm totally not mature enough for a relationship of any kind. how can i if i even screw up basic r/ns like family and friendship? but i guess everyone have their bad moments and i should just learn how to commit everything to God and just let go rit?

thats so typical me. nonchalant. maybe its a good thing. maybe its not. so sorry for babbling. 2dae's thinking day. in fact, everyday is don't you think so? ppl just tend to avoid thinking because they are just afraid that they may just stumble upon the truth. the coward nature of man. (me inclusive of course).

its sad when ppl can just live through their whole life without knowing just what they have been workin and strivin for. think a 5-year or even a 10 year goal is good enough? dun think so. u've only plan far enough if you've planned up to the very day u die. guess those ppl out there who are super organised and who absolutely love to plan will probably just die now. oh man. i got to stop babbling if not it'll never end. allright tas.

word of the day: " word vomit" - from confessions of a teenage drama queen (lidsay lohan)

2006-01-19T18:08:00.000+08:00

Dish of the Day: FAithful - CCC youth

really love this song man. alright.its been a pretty rough few days. admist the fun and business of school and canoeing... i've just been thinking alot and its kinda like being weighed down by uncertainty. sometimes i feel kind of lost. looking towards God always ease me up alot but i really feel that i've to grow in spirituality & maturity. its almost like everyday when i get home i'll start realisin tons of stuff which i've done wrong that very day. maybe my life's double standard?? i hope not. everyday i want to be more Christ-like in nature. guess all i can do is ask God to change me. oh gosh. 17 is really the age of nowhere. gonna get started on my resolutions now. maybe the main reason why i'm in such a dilemna is because i have no aim. guess this has been the way since the end of Os. alright. i'm determined to get my goals and resolutions done by the end of this week. hopefully this will turn things around. Like what Dr. Joyce Meyer said.. "many of times what you need is just hope." allrightey! feel so much bettter already. thanks for reading if you are. peace. = )

2006-01-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

Dish of the day:Check On It(Beyonce)

alright man.. sch's fun as usual because of e guys frm e OG. lecture's okay... Casey was being the absolute meanie of the day. note to self(words learnt): OUT!, GO!, IN!. talk about a touchy man man. Casey and that british discipline master with the total singapore slang is on my little list man. alright. that sounds petty but they're just kinda weird la u noe.

anyway,talking bout list. think me,jane,bobby & joyce are totally on ms JACKEVIN's black list. OH NO! apparently talking in class is an abomination. e class was like totally quiet. thank GOd for my OG mates man. would have died there.

Here's e news: I'm gonna join CANOEING!!!!. right. that is if i can get some stamina back and train up those muscles. anybody wanna be my fitness bud? totally need some motivation. oh gosh. 10 rounds. the wonders of sports.

The coolest OG in e World!

2006-01-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

The Coolest OG In e World!

2006-01-10T18:24:00.000+08:00

Dish of the day:Time of Your Life (Green Day)

Hey Guys...

finally set down to revamp & start up this blog after like... one year? totally slow. hope u guys like e new layout. not really a elliot fan but hey... like e skin. anyways, now that i'm alone in sa and stuff(not as in lonely but judging tt i'm e only one frm css..ya. i'm alone), i guess this's probably the only way where i'm able to stay in touch wif my frens frm old sch. so u guys better tag often ya?

2005-08-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

somehow i feel that i really have a extreme character.though the test said that i'm an extrovet, quite alot of times i feel that i dun really open up to let ppl know me. is lyk some times i'm just too self satisfied.. i'm beginning to think that i really have different sides. sometimes i like one side and other times i prefer the other. in any case, i guess i just won't brood about it. we can never be sure just what we really are rit? in any case many of times its not us who decide how we turn out... although sometimes it is. oh. wateva.

my tag board is rotten again. is it juz me or is every1s tag board wreckin? i think its just me. qun be gettin much sleep 2dae. geog mock coming up. *tolong sikit la*. haha

with his love,

ah jo

2005-07-31T15:43:00.000+08:00

hey yo! juz came home frm service. wow. 2dae's service is really deliverance man. i cried lyk a baby but its really good. had a new encounter. : )

ydae was family day. we spent e night at orchard hotel. quite cool la. lyk u walk dwn den is town liao. haha. bought new clothes again. feel quite guilty la. spent lyk $50 on a jacket den still buy a blue top. i promised tt i'll pay back my mummy 1/2 e money. hehe. oki la. maybe 1/3. hei hei.i juz realised tt i got alot of clothing which i never wear. oops. so must really control liao. hei hei.

den dere's this very nice italian resturant called modesto's at e hotel. *thumbs up*. yum yum. e food really not bad. must go back sometime soon.

honestly, quite shuang la. nan de got chance to lyk really "holiday in s'pore". haha. in case u're thinking tt we're something wasteful family tt "got time no time"(transate to chi) go hotel stay, u're wrong! haha. its with compliments to my ah ma's(mummy) company tt we get to stay dere k? haha.

quite gan chiong over e coming chinese results. oh wells. i'll leave it into God's hands. cya guys soon. sayo---------------------NARA! haha. stupid advertisment. keep rememberin it. traumatised. haha.

with his love,

ah jo

2005-07-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

ooooooooooooo... took a personlity test. I'm a ENFG type. can click on e links to noe more about my type. wahahahahhaaha.

http://typelogic.com/enfj.html and

http://keirsey.com/personality/nfej.html

the link to the personality test is....

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

not bad. must try ya?

apparently i've got a rare personality tts found in onli 2-3 % of e population. told ya i'm special. I'm a ENFG!!!!!!!!!! wahhahahaha.

2005-07-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

decided to quickly steal an entry before i rush to tuition. sch's like so quick and so fun today! think e timetable's great. u can even love monday. haha

pek chek. some evil person stole my tie!!!! wad a sicko man. mya God bless you. hmph!

the college guys frm australia came. some are quite good looking la but its so embarrasing and du lian e way e lower sec gals screm. come on la! never see ken tang or white kangaroo b4 meh? hai yo hai yo. dui lian.

most importantly.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI MIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let Mt fuji erupt bah. haha

oki. gtg le. I'm late for tuition. AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

with his love,

ah jo

2005-07-16T21:58:00.000+08:00

its so not fair la. those cambridge ah peis set the june paper for their own ppl is like so so so so easy la. no wonder asians top the class when they go there. hmph!

juz did e e-maths june'04 paper. so easy. kukoo cambridge ah peis. haha. oh wells. Os drawing near. *bites my teeth*. must really pia. i'm tryin everyday to calm my heart. i'll probably die of a heart attack on e day that i'm getting back my results. den i'll look back and either cry or laugh. hai hai. its weird what one piece of paper can do to you. i'll juz hope i can make the best out of this time man. hai hai. *smiles*

had a great day at cg and svc 2day. really wonderin man. juz when can i breakout of this cycle. oh wells.. i better start savin up if i want to buy e coming church album.

think my blogskin gettin abit old le hor? yue kan yue nan kan... i'm goin to go change it soon. (when i can find the time of course).

oki. tidos. cya guys soon. *hugs*

ah jo

2005-07-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

REASONS WHY I FEEL MR. LEE KUAN YEW IS THE HOTTEST MAN ON EARTH

1. He is charming
2. I like older man
3. He earns the respect of people
4. He's a great swimmer
5. He is still fit and strong for his age
6. He have a great sense of humour
7. He looks great on books
8. He looks great on tv
9. He is a man of faith and visions
10. He is everything i look for in a man

most importantly.. i don't mind that he is 5 times my age. wahahahahha.

awwww... i'll gladly embrace my social studies book juz for his sake.

wahahhahahahaha. oh my goodness. i'ce seriously lost it man. but its true u noe. i really think Lee Kuan Yew is hot. haha.

not bad. not bad. 2 entries in a day. *clap clap*

with his love,

ah jo

2005-07-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

yoo hoo!!!!! sho cool. its friday!!!!!!!! wahohohoho. juz came home frm shoppin wif my ah ma. went pioneer mall. haha. quite fun dere. den so blessed. my mummy bought 2 new tops for me. *clap clap*.

had e o-level listening 2dae. guess it went quite well bah.. shld get btw 8-10. yay yay. hei hei. but in comparison to other papers i think this time the listening can count as being quite difficult bah.

juz switched on e tv.. aiyo. the huang wen yong lao tiko la. so gross. haha.

had such a fun day at school. the whole day crappin about qi min's eerie ghost dance picture. lol. think i'm gonna add somethin to my wish list... corraine may's cd!!! wahohohoho.

yum yum. me eatin cashew nuts now. nice nice. i'm like a nut freak la. haha. still quite bothered la. tt stupid seet say i got a small head. beginning to feel tt i look like a tortise. small head big body. sad. so unproportianate. haha. but whu cares?! i love myself... hehe.

really think i bit siao liao.. hehe. think i'm like a sucker for nicely wrapped presents. haha. my uncle bought some taiwan biscuits for us. its like sho sho beautiful!!!!!!!!!!! wrap until so jing zi. its like a purplish pink velvet box with super nice ribbon. awwww... so sweeet la. den inside got 16 super pretty sun biscuits. den the box still got double layer den can open up to both sides. so nice. i really like e wrapping. haha. see la!!!!! tts gals like us. bui tahan. haha.

can't wait for next week's geog results... hope i do well. wahohohohoho. mr chan "PANG SAI!!!!" . lol. wahahahahaha. so funny la. i'll brand him e funniest teacher on earth man. mr singh e coolest and mrs loh e lowest voice. haha.

crazy woman signing off..

haha. ah jo. haha.

2005-07-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

yuppa daba doo!!!!!!!!!!! hei yo! long time no blog le. (as usual). haha. school's just lyk a rocket train now. super fast speed. counting the days to prelims juz make me shudder man. time passes so fast in sec 4. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! must learn from shoowin. "no time liao! no time liao! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! faster do la! urgh."

haha. lol. tts how gan jiong ppl can get. i'm lyk tt too. haha.can't wait for cg and svc 2molo!!!!! nothing to type 2dae. juz tt i am beginning to realise tt i'm havin a uprising interest in broadcasting and news.. dere goes another addition to my future career choice. so i have full time ministry, workin in ministry of defence and a job in the broadcasting network as a newscaster or a reporter. keep the ball rollin man. wad job do u think i'm more suited for? let me noe wad u think ya?

think it was the IOC thing and the london bombing thing tt caught my interest bah. new's quite fun u noe. think i'm gonna start buyin the papers everyday. its a good start man. haha.

jo

2005-07-01T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. wei yo. wei yo. noe i haven been updatin. hehe. but here i am.. haha. the week's been basically quite good. the sadistic side and organising side of me would say that somehow its good to have some routine back and get my life back on track. like come on la. wad's a student without school rit? hehe.

i just can't stop watchin tv man. haha. but somehow i learnt alot from tv man. i was watching nip/tuck and i really learnt alot bout lyk how ppl and the mind work. den i'm watchin xtreme makeover now. sometimes i just can't help but to feel thankful. u noe many times just how we ppl complain abt ourselves and life when out dere dere are ppl so much more unfortunate den us. so we are really blessed. just a bit of sacrifice and we whine. myself inclusive of course.

think i really need to grow bigger in the heart. to see things in the bigger view. i really admire those ppl who are really able to do that. i hope that just one day i can really do what i hope to do. mayb this is going to be the answer to ppl bah. lyk when u find tt deres no meaning to life? actually when you just observe and take a look around. there's alot of meaning to life. the only problem is just which meaning you choose and wheter if its suitable. i'm confused man. haha. adolescence. no time more bewildering.

jo

2005-06-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

wei yo evrybodi.. its sunday 2dae and it's papa's day! weet oo weet! i luv my daddy.. did car wash wif my ah meis and bought him a prezzie. and my juz got paid older sis treated the whole family 2dae. wahohohoho.

went cg and svc wif qinyi and my mei mei's ydae and alot of them lyk zhu,yf,kelvin,wayne and ah ping were so nice to go wif us. wahahahhaa. sho fun.

den 2dae's really not a very ummmm hw to say.. study day???? haha. imagine this. my family's playin mahjong in e room and here i am next to them.. bloggin. hmmm. make sense ya? and we are stuffin ourselves wif prawn crackers. wahohohoho. did i just say prawn crackers?? yup. i did. tok about jian fei. lallalalalalalalalalalalla. haha. dun noe wad to blog. i juz wan to go out and do smetin more meaningful lyk studyin wif ppl. wahahahahahahhaha. cya guys. wad crap am i tokin about man? haha.

2005-06-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

i love thinking.. but it scares me sometimes. i wonder what kind of brain i have. like i was just thinking about what people will say about me when i die. and just what will they write on my obituitary. yup. creep. i noe.

den i was thinking about growing up when you're 40. i'm watching nip/tuck now. 2dae's episode is very good. was pretty much touched and inspired by the whole show. it was very touching.

honestly. tv's not all that bad. if u use it for the right cause. u noe wad i mean. like i watched that jue dui super star thing.. its allwai.. but i was really touched by tt blind guy whu sang. he's really good. and honestly, i hope he wins. blind and all that but he can really sing. i almost cried. almost.

i'm not tryin to be a stereo-type or a unsupportive citizen or anythin, but lookin at the pck's musical. the first honest thought in my mind is just ERM. i noe i'm being a cynic here but come on. compare this to broadway and stuff where there's like a hundred ppl on stage and this.. 5 ah bengs on stage and 6 chao ah lians dancing can can. er hem man.

not being lyk a country wrecker or anythin, i'm honestly proud of who we are. lets take corrine may for example. true to say, the gal's good ya. but sometimes ppl juz needa noe when to let go with the whole sing flavour and stuff. agreed?

oh wells.. before i get sued or anythin. everyone's entitled to their own opinion rit? but do go support since they truly deserve some recognition and appreciation for their million dollar project. urgh. hate the sacarstic side of myself. urgh. stop it. i'm actually quite nice : ) . hehe.

"Go Singaporessss!" haha. here i go again. urgh.

its just like life. sometimes u can be so caught up doing the things u do and living the life u live until the day when u start paying some conscious attention, u realise that life's not all that good sometimes and u start being skeptical about the things around you and at the next minute. ur all gratefully appreciative and supportive of ur country again. urgh. humans. haha. hands down to the sayings that the grass is greener on the other side and the other saying that there is no place like home. hurgh! how contradicting man.

i wonder how long i'll stay in singapore. as much as i love it here, i'm sure that deres a bigger world out there and there's so much more i can do to my life. i'm not being dreamy here and thinking of a happy ooo lalala future life outside. instead, i'm actually being practical u know. its getting to small here. u can't even do something big without the whole nation being skeptical about you. and that implies back to me. just how much more ironic and contradicting can this whole life be?

urgh. i need to be somewhere else. somewhere to contain this self rotating brain of mine. oh i get it. IMH. yep. "where i belong... where i keep my heart and soul". wahahahahaha. lol. this is never ending man. stupid. i'm stopping now.

*another day of self talk and self entertaiment*

jo

2005-06-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

hee yo. had a great time 2dae. grp of them came my hse to piggy piggy eat and watch the ah zhu last episode and 2 horror movies!!! lol. gt ka.. mag.. yq.. and lao gong. quite fun. den suppose to cook dinner... in the end.... LAIKA COOKED EVERYTHING!!!! lol. hehe.

this is all part of my evil. pretend ask them come watch movie when instead is ask them come and help me cook and clean for free!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 *evil laugh*. haha. actually no la. i never force them oki. ok la. i did. wahahahahahahhaa.

den i locked ka and mag in my hse. force them sit down and hve dinner wif my ma. wahahahahhaa. shld see their faces. so fun. lol. tt... i really did purposely. wahahaa. they lyk so pressurised. cauz my mum asked alot alot of qsns... wahahahahaa.

den when they go liao.. quite sian.

in the end mum bit fan la. but thnk God she's in a good mood.. den she never say much. whew. haha.

can u believe it? i packed my room. i packed my cupboard. i completed 2 maths paper. (somewhat completed la) and i did my bio paper. woo hoo.. though its lyk the essay part not really done. hehe. 2 more weeks and tons to catch up. jia you. gambatte! dun giv up! and... i have a confession to make.

fei le. wahahahaha. fine. i'll stop being a bimbo. but tts true. oh well. jia you. it's a quite good day. *smiles* luv ya all guys. God bless and muackz!

jo

2005-06-11T14:01:00.000+08:00

hey yo.. juz passed out ydae.. hmmm. guess it was oki. cauz can really see that they put quite alot of effort. yup. yup. thnks u all ya.

haha. was so shocked when my pic came out. -_-" lor. haha. cried durin yan yan's speech. really feel very sad but in any case, i guess i've let go some how. now can only just trust everything into the new sec 4's hands. :)

now its time for me to really focus. gambatte bah. and i wanna have all the pics we take tt day!!! gimme gimme!!! i'll always remember the significance of the 1oth of june year 2005. yep.yep.

God Bless You all... luv ya.

jo

2005-06-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

Featuring: lonely-axon

this song's pretty good. if u all wanna hear good music while online can try yahoo radio musi. its good. can't dwnload but owells.. good to hear can liao rit? hehe.

oh my gosh... this holiday my mama cook too much good food liao. den keep goin out oso. eatin too much. puttin the weight back on... ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! any1 keen on jian fein wif me? i need the motivation against all these temptations!!!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

jo

2005-06-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

hey yo! had quite a good day today.. received a belated mOonkey present from my darl CHARISSA!!!!! hehe. very cute. his nick name is Ah mOon.. its kind of like in memory of my last monkey which died when i was chasing the mrt. yup yup. sad. but i still love him. hehe.

had the jc tutoring stuff today... quite good i guess though its lyk bit bit weird it the beginning. haha. got some photos budden its too big to be uploaded into my friendster. any1 noe hw to make a pic size smaller? xie xie ni. :)

jo

2005-06-05T18:46:00.001+08:00

the four sisters

2005-06-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

moi

2005-06-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

hey u.... long time no blog le. basically juz lazy. haha. 2day's the final day of the whole week's full of remedial bla bla bla. oki bah i guess. all the teacher's been pretty nice i think. haha.

went to makan pizza hut wif lam,seet,qimin and sherwin. obviously... the rich ones get to be the papa and mamas while we poor ppl juz be the quiet children. haha.

went toysarus.... idiotic la. but quite fun. haha. i juz realised my hp got like loads of functions tt i din noe. and wads the surprise?? i have this hp for 3 months already!!! i noe.. i noe... retard.haha

oh wells... too bad i dun noe hw to load pics into com. if not can show u all the great pics. cya all soon! luv ya! btw passing out soon... really nothing can put into words how i feel. really nothing. think my eng vocab too limited. gotta go read the dictionary. luv ya!

jo

2005-05-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

hey u ewibudi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. in high mood now. went sentosa ydae. got sun burn lah!!!!!!!!!!1 pain. but not as bad as maggy the crab. hehe. was lyk sho tired ydae. after sentosa go tuition. sho shao xing rit? hehe. but quite fun though.

den 2dae came back to sch.. no pe.... no maths.... wad to say.. tues can't get any better. haha. actually not really tt but yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm a healthy gurl!!! no problem at all. SEE.... the nursy juz tell me no problem rit? healthy ar... den i go liao! wahahhahaha. no lyk qimin. got lyk 10 mins tok on how to clean ur wounds. haha. lol

den sho fun. i was the missy 2dae!!!! help ppl take blood pressure. lol. not trained one, so i think some mayb i anyhw take.. no wonder sho guai. paiseh ar.. hehe.

den tot 2dae will be super sian diao cauz never take back any paper, in the end got back chinese. woo hoo!!!!!!!!!!! i got 74... oki la, budden certain parts din do so good.... but i noe i did my best. thnks to my oral and listenin den have. thnk God man!!!!!gtg... mum screamin... diao.

jo

2005-05-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

i'm a lazy bum tt noes tt i need to pack up my room but i juz dun care. whu's willing to be my cleaning maid. i'll pay u. cauz i'm juz too lazy... wahahahahhaha.

jo

2005-05-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

tiring day man... woke up at lyk 8 plus on a saturday!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh.... den went to my ah ma hse.. thnk God she's quite oki. help her shampoo and stuff..

when i came home had the sudden urge to go swimmin.. hehe. cauz nowadaes eat too much le... succumbed to the temptations ard me.. sho bo bian... must workout. after tt sunbian go westmall makan dinner. tok abt succumbin to temptations man... hehe. went to eat the ramen on the 2nd floor... bagus! bagus! haha. trust me... try everythin tt they say under chef's recommendation in the menu. good taste must try.

den went shoppin and stuff.. carryin tt super heavy bag somemore.. alamak man. suppose to go tannin at sentosa on mon.. in the end now already quite dark liao... but never mind. i wan to even the tan out. haha.

i still have my bio paper left and i'm behavin like its all over.. bad jodie. bad jodie. whahahaha. one of these days durin the holidays i confirm goin to bui tahan and go on a shoppin spree le.. i wanna buy new jeans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone control me man... if not i'm goin to start emptyin my whole bank account... sales everywhere. hehe. (words of a true s'porean auntie)

thnkiew. thnkiew.

jo

2005-05-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

juz typed an entry... got deleted accidentally. pek chek. anyway.. hi peeps.

was tokin abt hw my geog paper was oki oki and tt my granny had a mild stroke and was diagnosed with havin old ppl amnesia..

life's veri fragile and i remember tt i told shoowin b4 tt i dun wanna grow old. not literally but tt i wan to live life to the fullest... regardless of how much time i have i really pray tt God will keep me with strength and power to live a healthly and fruitful life.

aniwaes.. i haven been visitin my grandma and we are quite close so i'm gonna visit her this sat. really miss her and i'm feelin quite guilty and i'm afraid tt one day she'll forget me.. so i'm gonna see her this sat. gonna make arrangements. oh wells... cya guys soon. gonna go orh orh. gettin really tired nowadaes...

jo

2005-05-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

yo peeps... finally got time to blog le... geog paper 2dae was... (shaking hands from side to side). really feelin quite tired. after this goin orh orh le. ya la. ya la. noe i'm a pig. haha. slept alot liao still sleep. haha.

2dae my uncle called and said my grannie had a minor stroke. after checkup doc say she's also havin mild lao ren chi dai zen. i'm quite close to her. somehw the tot of growin old is kinda scary... i remember i told shoowin tt i dun wanna grow old... not in the literally way. . but in the way that i wanna keep stayin young at heart and i wanna live my life to the fullest... regardless of wad age it is i wanna keep stayin healthly to the best i can.

life's so fragile. really worry for her. gonna visit her on sat. have to make some arrangements le. oh wells... i'm gonna go. cya guys soon! gambatte!

jo

mama's day!!!!

2005-05-08T11:07:00.000+08:00

yogi yogi bearz!!!!!!!! It's mama's day!!!! wahahahaha. finally found the time to blog le... hehe. all the paper's been good. (up to nw) a-maths and geog and chem comin up!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!! no worries jo.. yup. u can do it!!! yup. no worries... haha. lol. i'm usin the psychopath mthd to psych moiself up. haha. i bought my mama a squashy pillow to rest her legs cauz she nowadaes habin leg pain. SEE crys...................... wahahahahahahhaahahhaha. me more ti tie. haha. kiddin la. oh wells gtg go cauz its mama's day!!! and all the mama's in the world comin to my home for mama's day dinner and the 4 of us are gonna be the planners cum coordinators cum chefs cum cleaning aunties. and guess wads my job??? cleaning auntie.... -__-"

emylee..

2005-05-01T21:00:00.000+08:00

oh my... i juz realised that i'm 16. and yay!!!!!!!!!!! i'm promoted to OM le!!!! all e308... lets join the luv and miss emylee club... =luv u emylee...= : (

jo

i'll be seeing you...

2005-05-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

hey yo!! haven been bloggin much cauz had this big quarrel with my sis over the laptop. but wadeva la... i'm still gonna use it. hehe. finally went to cg and svc. it was great of course! an open heaven.. wow man... such a great and impactful message... its so true.. guess i was really living in such a limited life before. oh ya!! everyone must go repent liao!!!! haha. sue say must use more edifyin words! haha. onli 2 more days to mid-yr.. anxiety is of course in increasing but i really have to start trusting and depending on God...

oh wells... mum day is coming.. any1 bought a prezzie yet? dunnoe wads wrong wif me and my sis now.. its lyk so drifted apart... we don't quarrel or fight... its just that we keep on disagreein with each other... guess the difference btw us is getting bigger each day. at first shared to buy a handbag for my mum wif her... but she was so... aiyo. suan le. i anycase i'm gonna go buy a present myself.... any ideas??

jo

slow pok!!!!

2005-04-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

aiyoyo!!!!! haha. hw u like my auntie beginning? seriously aiyo cum alamak man. had 2 no 3 tests 2dae... firstly lit test.. actually its not really a test.. its a time trial but in any case my meaning's totally different from the original answer so i guess i need to let mr singh go through mine before i know if mine's all out or not. den the e maths test. oh no man! i did one qsn and a little of the 2nd den time's up le!! think i was really slow.. like happily drawin the axis. hai. hai. in any case.. wads done done. but quite sad. mrs loh never cum 2dae... its lyk 8 out of 10 teachers will be sick and den among the 2 one i either pregnant or very sick.. sad rit? think its too stressful a job. no life and no health.. quite sad. woo hoo!!!!! 2dae's 2.4 was great man. never run so fast in my life. haha. 13.42!! woo hoo~! guess running with the guys is good. they all also pia. haha. hai. but after tt still have to run 5 rounds for taf. almost die man. haha. nt tt bad la...but i still need 6kg to get out of taf.. i lost 8 kg already... so can tell hw heavy i was last time. haha. but in any case.. i've learnt to accept my height and myself and i believe i can do it! support me ya? zu wo jian fei chen gong k? haha. 2molo gt organic chem test so must study. gambatte! oh ya... was so touch by haresh and ching jie jie's e card.. sometimes its really little things like these that make my day. oh wells.. i'm listenin to reuben morgan's CD and its wonderful. really wanna be able to write songs like his. its really impactful...*dreamy*. haha. in any case... this entry's long enough. so cya guys soon!

luv ya
jo

another better day...

2005-04-22T18:27:00.000+08:00

hey yo! lifes better now. lessons were ok and did some work and didn do some. hehe. went to sherwin's hse after sch... really fun. tok alot. haha. didn really do alot of work but it was quite a good day. realised that every1 have their own problems but no matter what i still have to thank God for the human spirit. guess we are all strong ppl and that's the reason why we are still believing and holding on. having a brain block now... dun really know what to type cauz its really a big jumble of mixed feelings. guess u can say that i am at a point where i am experiencing and tryin new things and all i can do is just expect and hope that this goes for the best bah. life is really incredible and unexpecting. and its really weird to see just how we all lead different lives but somehow... we are still somewhat similar but yet still different. lol. life's weird. but life's good. haha. lol. : )

jo

juz another day...

2005-04-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

schools good 2dae.... tiring but quite good.. juz realised that actually dere are actually ppl ard whu really understands and have the same feelings... and pt of view that i have. so guess we can't always say that no one understands... juz seems that nowadaes i'm feelin kind of at ease and not confortable with the things i'm doing... its as if i'm missing something or like somethins is gonna come. weird. eeyer...urgh. yucks. its jus not right. maybe its my mind that's not right. guess thi's the after effect of turning 16.... haha.

jo

life's good...

2005-04-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

even wif school and everything... life's still good. maths test 2molo and loads of eng and maths work to do. hai hai. but still... life's good. had such a talky time wif qi min and jess 2dae.. weird. juz found out that me and qi min really quite alike. in fact its very alike. and its kinda creepy. weird. haha. so stupid... i forgot to brin my tys home last night. so i piled on that a maths ww to add on 2dae's work load. urgh. u noe.. even if we dun say it... we noe we're driftin apart.. and it has nothing to do with any of us. its just that we've changed and our piorities have changed. what used to be fun and good is suddenly not so important now. guess that we can say that i've the one who had changed. guess we dun see things in the same way now and its getting tiring tryin to keep up the appearance and be nice to each other juz for the sake of old times... that's why i guess you all should noe that this is the reason why we've not been so close... in fact... i think we've drifted apart since a long time ago. its difficult to remain close forever. especially when our thinking has changed. anymore forced time together will juz make things worse. life change. people change. all we can do is keep the memories, treasure it and eventually... juz continue to move on with life. always loving you both my dear frens still...

jo

coming back...

2005-04-19T20:38:00.000+08:00

it's been a long time since i've blogged. but decided to continue bloggin cauz juz realised that i've lost touch with the cyber world. haha. promise i'll update more often and change this xmas skin asap k? haha. lifes good as a 16 year old. do pardon me if i dun update lyk tt super often. i'll try my best... but u noe la.. ppl o level mah. haha. lol. c everybody soon. luv u all...

jo

merry xmas!!!!!!

2004-12-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!! haha. was at indoor stadiun durin christmas eve.. so fun!!!!!! haha. den went for countdwn at orchard. wah..... really really really jam pack man. missed MRT den had to take night rider home.. boo... haha. but these few days have been great!!!!!!!!!!! really cheered me up!! juz lyk wad the bible says.. the end of the matter is always more important then the beggining! as for those of you who feel that u've had a bad year.. Praise The Lord! the year is not over yet! so grab hold of wateva time u have and make the best out of it!! btw.. heres the pics of xmas spectacular!!!!! have a look bah. :)

pics:

http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/jodiegoh/album?.dir=/137d&.src=ph&.tok=phhExQCBU3idIb5Y

mflo love yoshika - Let go

2004-12-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

hey yo everybody... nw gettin bit gan jiong cauz of the A maths test. must jiayou for me k? juz came back frm BS wif sue. learnt so much more bout Faith. Really motivated me. :) Heres a song by mflo love yoshika.. its really really really very nice.

http://deviantchild.8k.com.au/archives/M-FloLovesYoshika-LetGo.mp3 << Double click or right click and save to download it.

Let Go by m-flo loves YOSHIKA
Romaji by: cori
From the single "Let Go"
* Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta let go
Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta leave my past behind and let go
Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta be strong
You better know where you're goingand know where you're from
Better believe it baby, let's go...

kono mama wasurerarenakute
tojikomete wa irarenakute
fumikonja ikenai to wakattetemo
kono kimochi doushitemo gotta let you know
atsuku hageshiku ugoku jikan no naka de
hoshii yo kimi no heart, boy isshun demo

kanawanai koi ni oboretemo kono mama
yume kara sametakunai CAN'T LET GO
wagamama demo ii
yuruganai ai ga koko ni hoshii yo

come one now baby, come on...

(RAP)
yeah, yeah, yeah...
subete no hajimari wa "Hey how you doin'?"
yeah, yeah, yeah...
futari me to me ga ai maku aketa SUTO-RI-
yeah, yeah, yeah...
soshite, deai to wakare ga SETTO ka no you ni
yeah, yeah, yeah...
toki wa tomari, soba ni inakutemo
I'm alright nante tsuyogari
demo tonari ni inai to kokoro itami
Just wanderin' if you feel the same onaji
kimochi na no ka tashikametakute maji
karamawari shite bakari ain't nobody demo
kowagarazu ni tazuna yurumete'kou
jiyuu tsukamu tame let go... I'm tellin' you
EGO wa kokoro no TERO...

so, just listen

amaku shizuka ni toki wa nagareteku noni
karada ga It's breaking apart boy doushite

* kowaresou na kurai fuan ni naru dake
Oh why hitorijime shitaku naru no
nani mo iwazu ni
tada kimi no ai ga koko ni hoshii yo

* Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta let go
Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta leave my past behind and let go
Let go (let go) let go (let go) let go...
I know I gotta be strong
You better know where you're going
and know where you're from
Better believe it baby, let's go...

(RAP)

Love train... ni kakekomi jousha shita kedo
matte wa kurenai risou kara straight no chase

mou speed de genjitsu made run, run, run
tomaru koto nai tokei no hari
ichido dake tsukaeru MAJIKKU, unmei no kagi
love de gyakuten, azawarau logic
isoganai to Mr. Heartbreak might stay
makimodosu iroaseta kioku saisei

Tell me how to be free
Oh baby, oh baby
Will my heart be free
So tell me isshun demo

kanawanai koi ni oboretemo kono mama
yume kara sametakunai CAN'T LET GO
wagamama demo ii
yuruganai ai ga koko ni hoshii yo

* kowaresou na kurai fuan ni naru dake
Oh why hitorijime shitaku naru no
nani mo iwazu ni
tada kimi no ai ga koko ni hoshii yo

-*with his love*-

* jEsSe mcCarthY*

2004-12-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

hey yo.. put up a song by jesse mcCarthy... its called beautiful soul. btw, any1 gt kelly clarkson's breakaway or renee olstead's a love that will last? send to me k? xie xie. btw... is the font better? hehe

iTs LaTe... aNd iTs mOrnIn...

2004-12-14T03:18:00.000+08:00

hai. can't sleep. dunno if its the medicine or is it tt i'm thinkin too much. guess its true tt ye chang meng duo bah... sho pek chek wif myself. know that i should stop thinking but i'm still thinking. noe that i should stop waiting.. but still i dunno wad i'm doing. really need some guidance nw..

-* with his love*-

hope u all like this..

2004-12-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

hey yo every!! long time never blog le... hehe. juz change my blogskin. wanna get into the xmas mood man. hope u all lyk it.. even if u dun.. i'll be changin it after xmas. sho juz bear wif it bah. haha. nowadaes kinda worried. cauz a-maths test comin up. hai. anywaes.. must keep me in prayer ya? went for svc 2dae. yay!!! realli happy. cauz i finally can stay for fellowship. was really fun man. cauz we played this game invented by shang. was really challenged. felt that it was wonderful cauz really managed to learn alot bout the word of God. like wad pastor say. u need to have both the Spirit and the Word to be a proper disciple of God. if not we will either bloat up or dry up. haha. been writin sme songs nowadaes... mmayb once i get it done. i'll upload it for u all to hear. guess sme of u dun even noe tt i lyk writin songs bah. haha. but must wait for a good one. den can put up. aniwaes... bro. KC is really very good at writin songs. every song touches the heart. Regardless of Breathe or My Source. Its all veri veri nice. to those whu wan, heres the lyrics to BREATHE....

Breathe
words and music by KC

You are my God
Closer to me
Than the air that i breathe
All that i am
Formed by your word
I was made in your hands

Captivated
By your beauty
Falling deeper in you

Breathe into my soul
Spirit of God
Fill my life with your presence
Hide under your shadow
Dwell in your secret place
Its you i long for (to repeat)
Its you i long to know (to end)

You are my song
In my darkest night
I will sing of your dawn
All of my days
You filled my life
With your mercy and grace

Everyday of my life
I will wait on you
In your presence
My heart and strength renewed
Every moment i live
I will worship you
You've saturated my soul my heart flows
Rivers of living water

-* with his love*-

aiyo

2004-12-11T13:28:00.000+08:00

met wif sme problems wif my blogskin. plz dun mind

pics!

2004-12-02T20:13:00.001+08:00

hey yo! posted sme pics... take a look at them k? but plz dun save them... cauz its privacy ya? thnks alot!

-*with his love*-

*::wItH hIm fOr eTeRniTy::*

A new life

s27

The truth in everybody

April Babies: Jess, Clara, Me

Revealing the Lian in me...

The coolest OG in e World!

The Coolest OG In e World!

mama's day!!!!

emylee..

i'll be seeing you...

slow pok!!!!

another better day...

juz another day...

life's good...

coming back...

merry xmas!!!!!!

*mflo love yoshika - Let go*

* jEsSe mcCarthY*

*iTs LaTe... aNd iTs mOrnIn...*

*hope u all like this..*

aiyo

pics!

::wItH hIm fOr eTeRniTy::

mflo love yoshika - Let go

iTs LaTe... aNd iTs mOrnIn...

hope u all like this..